what if one day for 24 hours everyone with a tumblr turned into whatever their url is
that would be terrifying
Wooo…
I’d be up for it :)
You know the ones. The ones that suddenly leave you wondering “what the hell am I doing with my life?”, all hopeless and worried and anxious. Yup, they’ve struck again.
What keeps going through my head is what if I don’t get the job I just interviewed for? I had the job last year, and the interview felt good, but other people from last year applied as well and there are fewer positions. Add that to the fact that I just don’t know how long to wait for a phone call before I move on: a couple of business days? A week? More? I’ve always been lucky (always called the day of the interview), so I don’t have experience here. What if I don’t get the job? Then I’ve wasted the last month of summer that I could have been working full time. Then I’m stuck in a job completely unrelated to my future endeavors.
What worries me far more than that, though, iswhat if I don’t get accepted toeducation?It’s enough to make me want to cry/take my breath away for a second. I can only remember how devastated I was last year, when I didn’t get into my program and had no idea what to do for the next year, between degrees. I was lucky, it gave me the time to realize I was on the wrong path. But this year? I want thisso much more. And if I don’t get it, it’s going to hurt. Not to mention, if I don’t get it, I don’t know what to do. I’m done my other degree. I’m done the education pre-requisites. My qualifications seem to exclude me from the jobs I’m actually interested in, due to the lack of related degree. What the hell would I do for the next year if I don’t get it.
I don’t know how long to wait for the job info, but for education, the earliest my letter could be sent out is two weeks from now. I fucking hate waiting to hear about things that matter thismuch. It’s terrifying.
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So far:
And I’m sure there are many more to come.
Have also been sketching Disney pictures whilst belting out Disney music lately.
I think my inner child needed to be let loose ;)
Funny that this showed up on my dash today, because I wish just thinking last night that RPRD should do a Disney-themes challenge.
THINK OF THE EPIC WIN.
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